feeling really down recently. headaches everyday. i think i've slept 2/3 of each day away. incredible. just didnt have the mood to do anything else. and i have weird dreams. which turns out to be the real thing in real life. and its not something good. i dont know what to blog about. dont really have the mood. well, nobody comes here anyway. so i should just copy paste another emo song i've been listening recently over here again.

i've lied to you
the same way that i always do

this is the last smile
that i'll fake for the sake of being with you
the sacrifice of hiding in a lie
the sacrifice is never knowing

why i never walked away

why i played myself this way
now i see you're testing me
pushes me away

i've tried like you
to do everything you wanted too
this is the last time
i'll take the blame for the sake of being with you

the sacrifice of hiding in a lie
the sacrifice is never knowing

why i never walked away
why i played myself this way
now i see you're testing me
pushes me away

.the sacrifice of hiding in a lie.

i want to know the truth,
i dont want to wonder.

i want to know the answer,
i dont want to hear any more lies.

i want to shut the door,
and just open up my mind.

i see fingers pointing at me.

prom was fantastic! it was so damn fun.

4.5 guys left for hyatt from jon's, and the first thing we did when we reached was to chiong toilet to dress up. and we were not the only ones. the toilet was packed larhs. funny sia. aft tad, we went walking about doing nth. okie. fast forward. lol.

the food there was quite nice, so it aint a disappointment. okie, the whole night was filled with activities. there's the mtvs which were so freaking funny. i like the malay and indian one. laughs. then there's the beau and belle. it was funny, get to see them pose and give silly answers for the questions. but it was not bad already larhs, imagine the pressure...

okie, so andy and denise won. mc and calvin were nominated too, but they didnt win. sad. huimin too. siighs. its okie. but i thought denise had one pose which was just like a model. it was like 'pak'...'pose'. the guys have to act macho while the girls act sexy. funny larhs.

sat together with edwin, jon, wendy, jenlee, priya, fauzi, halim, dinah, steph and lynettte. these guys were funny man. esp fauzi, who was damn disappointed at not winning the lucky draw. the winning number was 216, his was 217. sad uh. he wanted to tear the paper up. did he? hahaz.

alrights, took lots of photos last night. but all in other ppl's cams! so whoever comes to my blog and see this post, pls send them to me okie. lols.

okie...i'll try to post again on prom if i get the photos.

byebyes

hellos. i'm finally back. o's almost over, seems pretty much. all the mugging and hardwork of the past 4years actuali all come down to the last few weeks. siighs. hope i won't do too badly bah. except for hist which i've totali screwed up. suay man, what i studied did not come out at all. had to smoke my way through the essays.

okie, so today was quite a nice day. because ss didn't turn out like hist. so i was able to do the essays. hope i wrote down all the points bah. hmm, suppose to go and enjoy today de. but i felt so tired aft the paper that i can hear my bed calling me. so i decided to go home and sleep. what a great thing to do!

okie...i didnt do much for the day. came online and saw a whole lot of new emails. too long never come online le larhs. hahaz. okie, i'll stop here. dunno what to write le. lol